†GaIjInZ†

Did you all notice this?

2010-10-03T12:39:00.002+08:00

Marina Tan, Jeremy Koay, Yee Wen, Soon Jian, Wendy Tan, Siew Mei, Kristie, Kristle and Felicia Yeoh.

Do you all still remember that i posted something about us all on the 27th of December?

And what I've said to do with you all?

Now its already 3rd of October!

Did we have a great year together so long?

For me.... I would say its an awesome year so far but alot have changed...

Now I don't know how to face you all....

I've did so many mistakes and faced so many problems.

Now all I ever wished is that we'll get back together as friend and go through the rest of the year together. Thats all that I want right now.....

Now the question comes into my mind...

1) Will it come true?

2) What if it doesn't?

3) Will they forgive me?

WHO CAN ANSWER ALL THIS???

A way to express my love...

2010-07-12T17:44:00.003+08:00

I've been following u everywhere

Doing everything in every way

Watching every step u take

And LOVE YOU EVERYDAY...

To catch u whenever u fall...

Rush to u whenever u call

Cry with u whenever ur hurt

And hug u whenever ur cold..

I know u never notice

Never look at and never care

Beside u whenever u need

But being nothing when someone else out there

I don't weep,i don't give a swear

I just stand by and wish

Someday u'll realize it

All my life i've lived for u

On that day all the tears i hide

All the lies i make to give u my fake smiles

Would all burst out of my eyes

The tears of happiness...

But that day seems so faraway

I don't know if it would ever come to stay

So i just pray and look after u like this

Do the things u would never see

To make u happy...

My love ♥

ps: copied from We had an argument,we dont talk to each other,but im reli missing u tho:(

2010-04-25T10:25:00.003+08:00

-I love you

But you never know.

-I leave you

But you never drop a tear.

-I hug you

But you never feel the warmth.

-I invite you

But you never give me a chance.

-I miss you

But you never miss me back.

-I protect you

But you never know who am i.

-When i try to give up on you.

Things will begin to change.

-When i know you don't love me

I try to close myself up in my room.

-When i know its too late

I will disappear quietly in your life.

-When i know i'm wrong

I will try to change it without letting you know.

-When you cry

I tried to be the first one to wipe away your tears.

-When you sick

I tried to take care of you till you recover.

-When you angry

I always hope to be the one that you'll scold.

Love isn't simple

Love isn't a game
Love isn't a joke

Psalms 23:1-6

2010-02-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

The LORD is my sherperd; I have all that I need.

He lets me rest in green meadows; he leads me beside peaceful streams.

He renews my strength. He guides me along right paths, bringing honor to his name.

Even when i wal through the darkest valley. I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me. Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me.

You prepare a feast for me in the presence of my enemies. You honor me by anoiting my head with oil. My cup overflows with blessings.

Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will live in the house of the LORD forever.

dead...

2010-01-29T14:51:00.002+08:00

looks like my blog has been dead for a long period.
the main reason is because i've been too busy in school with my studies, floorball and Red Crescent.

Felicia, i dunno whether u will be reading this or not but i want you to know, that now i want you more than ever. .. i can't live without you baby=[

Does love means all this to you?

2010-01-07T19:03:00.003+08:00

Someone asked me what is love

is it good, is it bad

is it awesome, is it terrible

I honestly didn’t know how to answer them.

I finally decided love is the most complicated of all emotions

Love is kind

love is harsh

love is wonderful

love is terrible

love is a cure

love is a sickness

love is LOVE

love is hate

love is meaningful

love is pointless

love shows the best in people

love shows the worse in people

love makes us speak truth

love makes us lie

love understands everything

love confuses everyone

love builds your life

love tears your heart down

love makes you smile

love makes you cry

love makes us cuddle

love makes us hit

love makes the world go round

love makes the world go crashing down

love makes things simple

love makes things impossible

love is always worth it

love is never worth it

love makes us smarter

love makes us stupid

love is enlightening!

love is BLIND

make love not war

make war out of love

love encourages

love scares

love is peaceful

love creates fights

love is soothing

love is tough

...and above all

Love is always worth it

because you become a better person

everytime you love someone

from the simplest caring for a friend

to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends

from the unconditional love of a child

to the complicated love of the gods

there is...no meaning to love

love means...everything!

No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry

tries your spirit, and splits your soul.

Love is always worth it...because what doesn’t kill you

makes you stronger

And however long it takes

you will be, a better person because you lived, though love.

Weren’t afraid to make mistakes,

choices and try again.

And...above all, loved someone no matter what people thought.

You would die for that person...but you would also live for them.

That...is the true meaning of love...

From Arts to Science!

2010-01-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

This year Form4.
All i can say is that i'm really lucky.
Yesterday when I go to school I got placed in a Art class!!
Today I transfered myself to Science class, and got chosen to be the class monitor.
But I want to be a librarian.
Which one should I choose? Librarian or Class monitor?

Ollaa....

2009-12-27T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl...

Long time didn't blog already...

8 more days till school reopen.

dunno wat to say already...

but I just wanna say thanks to all my friends

for everything and may next year be the best year together...

Thanks Marina Tan, Jeremy Koay, Yee Wen, Soon Jian, Wendy Tan,

Siew Mei, Kristie, Kristle and last but not least FELICIA YEOH!

IUC is over!!!

2009-12-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

Finally IUC is over.

Eventhough it is tired but i love it.

espcially the part where i did Team Test.

My team only managed to won one award.

Which is 2nd runner up for First Aid In Community.

Just to let you all know this is the first trophy i get in competition..

for the past few times all i get is either medal or Certificate...

Bye for now~

Is GOD testing me???

2009-12-21T00:43:00.003+08:00

Inter
Unit
Competition

is on 23th of DEC!!!

and the next day the day where PMR result going to be out....

now wondering should i be happy or sad?

Is this how GOD going to test me?

Some silliy pictures of me taken in LWOT.

2009-12-16T15:19:00.004+08:00

I'll let the pictures do the talking...

Lost World of Tambun.

.....

I'm so short... only 90 cm!!!

me and my bro.

so wet and cool..xD

was playing volleyball.

My lovely family =]

Bye LWOT. I'll be back...

p.s. this is only a portion of it.... i have more pic lazy to post up...

Lost world of Tam Bun Here is come...

2009-12-15T01:23:00.002+08:00

Bye ppl

When i'm back i'll post the pic that i took along the way and while i'm in

LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN!!

Oh Lost World of Tambun...

I've dreamt of going there long time ago....

and now I finally have the chance to visit there....

says bye bye to IUC

2009-12-14T15:13:00.004+08:00

bye bye to IUc already;(

but i hope jody we'll get better...

Coz he got into an accident and now his condition got worsen.

IUC is nothing, as long as he get better it fine with me already.

PLS GET WELL SOON JODY

Fun Day...

2009-12-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

Today really fun.

go swimming with my frens.

really worned out... but love it.

i would say thats it for now^^ bye...

2009-12-12T23:19:00.003+08:00

Now going out to Gurney to watch SHOOTING STAR!!!

That is so RARE!!

I'll take some picture then post it up for you guys kay^^

2009-12-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

I'm just back from piano class.

But before that i went for breakfast at Chowrasta market

if you all know where is that la.

Then i went to Prangin. I was bored...

But i'm happy at the same time coz i get to sit bus for FREE!!

Daily Tiring Day...

2009-12-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

I'm just back from work and tuition. Really tired but enjoyed it.

tomorrow will be going out for piano classes^^

Can't wait for tomorrow^^

First time blogging^^

2009-12-11T13:59:00.003+08:00

my blog suck to da MAX... i've never blog before so pls do teach me how to blog and make my blog more interesting pls^^,